Well today is tough, I guess a lot of days here are tough. I mean tough is a relative word-compared to so many others I have it quite easy, I really do but it's still a daily struggle to keep myself above water, to not be depressed. I'm trying to focus on the good but it's very hard since even that is slightly cloudy. I'm trying to figure out how to be a nutrition guru and support myself, should I be a yoga/pilates instructor? A personal trainer? Go for the next 7-10 years (literally) to get another bachelors and masters in Nutrition? Go to this amazing holistic cooking school (but what to do with that and how to pay for it)? Go for another one of these holistic nutrition schools? And if so, which one? How to pay for it? Is it accredited? Do I care? Should I get another job? What about my planned trip to Israel, how's that going to work? So that's where I'm at-not to mention I'm struggling with this economics class I have to take for the second bachelors-which I shouldn't have to, I already did my undergrad!
Anyway those are my rants for the day, that actually helped, to get out all of the negative energy, I'm going to focus on the positive, on the exciting, on the amazing possibilities, NOT on the present (meaning sitting here at a desk, not working where I want to be-helping people), not on how much I dislike certain things in my life, I'm going to focus on the amazing opportunities that are ahead of me! I'm going to push hard to keep it positive today! I'm going to an amazing restaurant with my friend from work Erin who feels the same way about food that I do-so that's fantastic. I am going to be productive at work today; I am going to read some of my economics, tomorrow I'm going to try to come up with questions for the T.A. so he can help me. Everything is going to be great! I haven't figured it all out yet but again only focusing on the positive!-it's just too slippery a slope right now to not do it! Everything will turn out wonderfully I’m confident, and I believe that because I have a good heart, a smart mind and I want to do good in the world. If I project positive energy and light and optimistic thoughts, I will enjoy my journey and what I need to be doing will gravitate towards me. Shine your bright dazzling light and the universe will shine brilliant positive light right back at you.
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
"Don't live down to expectations. Go out there and do something remarkable."
-Wendy Wasserstein
"If you really put a small value upon yourself, rest assured that the world will not raise your price."
-Author Unknown
"We have to learn to be our own best friends because we fall too easily into the trap of being our own worst enemies."
-Roderick Thorp
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